as good as it gets

i accidentally deleted what i typed in. well, these types of things are not new to me anymore. im a little clumsy and it really gets to me when these small annoying things happen. well, it happens.

im at the office right now and yes it is my restday. im not getting that much sleep. i do not know for the life of me why im always time-strapped (if there is such a word).

on my way to the office, i wanted to take pictures of the murals on ventus' walls but changed my mind. i didnt do it because there were people loitering and smoking outside the building, i feel very uneasy if alot of people are looking at me.. im not saying that they will but the thought of it makes me quiver. i would start to sweat and feel uncomfortable. so i just continued walking.

i do not know where my money went, i did not buy presents for friends. i bought a PSP as a gift for myself though.
now it adds up.. got a 1 gig memory card for my cellphone.. bought a PSP.. i eat out a lot.. bought plane tickets for Guimaras. which reminds me about Buenavista.. if my memory serves me right, the last time i went there was 7 years ago. im looking forward to seeing kins.

i have always wanted to be a motorist, i want to be mobile. well maybe this is as good as it gets. it sucks!